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[02 Dec 2005|01:56pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Seguchi-san found me an apartment....

And paid the first month's rent...

And the housing deposit...

And I'm sitting.

In my brand-new apartment.

On my laptop.

In my bedroom.

Wait.

Hold on....

Now I'm in the bathroom.

Wait.

Hold on.

Now I'm in the OTHER bathroom.

Wait.

Hold on.

Now I'm in the OTHER BEDROOM.

NEXT bathroom.

NEXT BEDROOM.

LIVINGROOM. KITCHEN. ONE OF FOUR BALCONIES. Oh look, WALK-IN CLOSET.

I never knew I WANTED this many rooms, not until I HAD them. So, here's how it goes. I'll take the master bedroom. Shuichi can have an unoffical bedroom, which will double as a regular guest bedroom. And Suguru can have the other bedroom for when he sleeps over. Which will also be a guest bedroom but I'm hoping it will be less of a guest bedroom than Shuichi's. And I plan on having Shuichi over enough so it's not so much of a guest bedroom either.

Not that I'm actually PLANNING on having any other guests than Shuichi and Suguru....who aren't really guests in the first place I guess.

I need to go furniture shopping.

For like...everything. There's NO way my old stuff is going to work in a place like this. I'm gonna go now.

THANK YOU TOHMA!

Oh! If you guys wanna visit me! I live in Hikawa Gardens, room 202. I should be back tonight with an apartment full of stuff.

This place...is GORGEOUS. All hard wood floors, cept the bathrooms (tiles) and the bedrooms (NICE CARPETS). HUGE windows.

Totally in love. (Don't be jealous, Ru. I loved you first. ^_^ *smooch*)

Okay, NOW I'm going.

Edit: CHRISTMAS TREE!! I can actually have a CHRISTMAS TREE THIS YEAR!

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[02 Dec 2005|02:35am]
I still haven't found an apartment, mostly for the fact that I really can't decide what I want.

Someone do that part for me? Suprise me?

Just something nice, preferably simple. I kind of liked Yuki's old place actually...a bit big though...

But yeah, someone who actually has some idea of what to look for...HELP. I NEED AN ADULT!! (for lack of a better term).

I stubbed my toe on the stairs at NG today. I'm sure you all want to hear about it but my nail went into the skin. x.x It's a little purple.

What color do limbs turn before they're about to fall off? Does anyone know?

Just checking.

*SMOOCH* to you know who!
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[09 Nov 2005|02:06pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I'm going apartment hunting, anyone wanna go with me? I'm thinkin' I'm gonna do the bigger one, with the two bedrooms maybe? Nothin' like a change. And hell, if I don't like it, I'll just move back here.

Got a turtle. >.>

His name is Zippy.

He's a cute little thing. Not gonna get much bigger than what he is now. I can't remember what kind the petshop owner said he was.

I also got a new guitar. ^_^ Her name is Lola.

Yep, here comes the new and improved Hiro. (Not that the old one was bad. It's the one that snagged Suguru after all XD *SMOOCH*)

Later!

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[29 Oct 2005|11:05pm]
Ugh, sorry for bailing on everyone for the dinner...Totally got sick.

I'm alive, no worries. And I'm getting better.

Tatsuha, Maiko, wanna plan for next week?

Ru, I'll probably see you plenty before then, so we can talk about it. :) Once I'm sure I won't get you sick too.....this is a test in patience. How many days can Hiro survive with Ru?

I don't think I like this test. Give me a different one. :/

Ugh I need more tissues....I ran out...
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[25 Oct 2005|02:41am]
You ever get to that point where you're in a state of shock and nothing really registers? Something just totally halts almost all function to your brain, and you should be upset, you should be angry, but it's so unexpected that you can't quite comprehend if it's real or not? Your mind tells you not to worry because, hey, maybe it's not really, maybe you're just dreaming.

That's what I'm at right now.

Someone remind me to check the newspaper tomorrow so I can have an actual response.
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:) [22 Oct 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | happy ]

The more people I invite over, the more lonely it gets when they leave.

It's odd. The apartment seems so big and empty when no one is here, yet impossibly crowded and small when I have company over. I'm thinking of getting a bigger place and a roommate, just to even things out a bit. Though, I DO like my solitude...

What does everyone think? Should Hirokun:

A. Stay where he is.
B. Find a bigger place and get a roommate
C. Just find a bigger place and persuade all of his good friends to move nearby.
D. Just find a bigger place and have people spend the night constantly.
E. Just find a bigger place?
F. Just start sleeping at OTHER people's houses (and by responding with this particular choice you hereby give me the right to sleep at YOUR place).
G. Sell his current apartment and live on the street playing guitar for strangers for pocket change before getting abducted and sold on the Japanese black market as a sex slave.
H. Same as G, but forwarn a few people so THEY can pick me up and use him as a sex slave.
I. Find something better to do than type up nonsense on his laptop.

Yeah, I'm thinking "I" too. :)



[Private to Suguru]

Hey, do you want to do dinner sometime this week? I'll cook something, anything you want. :)

Unless the SOCKS strive to keep us apart once again...damn them all...

*chu*

Edit: Is there a more MANLY way to say *chu*? Not that I don't LIKE saying *chu*. Especially when it's directed at you, but it's not something I can see myself saying on a regular basis...you know, unless you want me to. >.> In which case I will...or...maybe I won't...because if I'm saying it to you I can just DO it and not have to worry....

Oh well.

>.>

*chu again*

[/private]

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[07 Oct 2005|04:24am]
[ mood | horny and annoyed as all fuck ]

[private]

Well...I don't know if I should be angry with myself or not...for a number of reasons...

Shuichi spent the night. He's been having a rough time. We all know that.

I'm really...exhausted...mentally drained...so I don't know if all of this is going to make much sense. It's a good thing only I can see it.

I was a fucking idiot. Drank a few beers, decided it would be kosher to give Shuichi a little pick-me-up. I'm sort of glad that not too much happened, that I managed to give him...well...a little...before he passed out. Poor guy was tired off his ass.

I'm pissed at myself for feeling used and aggrivated because I haven't really gotten anything in almost a year. I was stupid for expecting ANYTHING. It was dumb for me to even offer. He felt better at least, so I guess, so do I.

But it really sucks. This is nothing against Shuichi. Not in the slightest. This is my own thing. Last night was for him. Not me. But it really doesn't help for someone who's INCREASINGLY fucking horny (I'm a fucking sicko.) to make the moves, and LET the moves be made on himself, to blow his best friend off and have him pass out before anything is returned.

Three showers later I fell asleep on the damn couch.

Again, I realize I'm an ass for thinking this. I don't....want Shuichi like that. It's just frustrating.

And it kinda hurts too I guess. Not because of anyone in particular. Just that...how long has it been? I can't remember. Not just since the sex, or even...you know...play...but since I've actually dated someone I thought I could be serious about. It's probably me. I'm not the same as I was before. People don't approach me or anything really these days, and I never really thought about it until now. Shu talked about how he missed being held, he missed the wild things, the fun things that you do with someone you really want to be with. And yeah, I do too.

Is something wrong with me? Well I know that, right now, yeah, there is. But I mean in general. Is there something about me that's just not...attractive anymore?

And I'm a total asshole because I feel like I'm throwing myself at poor Suguru. I really think I'm scaring the shit out of him. He's a great guy though, takes it all with a smile and a nod, like he doesn't want to hurt my feelings by telling me to back off.

But he's kind of a tease even if he doesn't know it.

Or I'm just a bigger pervert than I thought. I'm sure Seguchi-san would appreciate knowing there's a lecher going after his cousin.

Oi.

So, here I am, with a gorgeous best friend who's practically throwing himself at me (if we change practically to "what the hell are you doing to my crotch you drunk melon head?"), which bothers me because he's my GUY, my ONE GUY, and then there's Suguru...who's ass I'm totally chasing after but, as much as I hate to say it, has the sexual prowess of a ring worm.

It's actually damn cute though.

And that came out wrong...I'm not so much after Suguru's ASS. Once I nail my libido to the floor, I know why I like him. It has nothing to do with his rear end...

Okay, maybe a little.

But he's a great GUY, and LOADS of fun. And it just...feels good, you know? I could be just confusing myself because I haven't really made that many new friends in a while.

I need to get laid. If anything I think that would center me a bit. But I'm not doing it with Shuichi. And I'm not doing it with Suguru (at this point, that's not exactly my choice.)

It's after four in the morning. I can't fucking sleep. I can't even fucking bring myself to make myself FEEL better...yeah, in THAT sense, because right now it just feels dirty. I think about people I SHOULDN'T.

It's gonna be one of those things that comes back at me three fold, I know. I'm gonna turn into a jerk and people are gonna wonder why.

I think I'll find a way to blame this entirely on Yuki.

Problem is, if I do that too much I'll probably end up fantasizing about HIM TOO.

Ah. Bob Barker. I'll blame Bob Barker. HE'S sexually unappealing.

Glad no one can see what a horrid person I am.

[/end private]

I'm gonna go sing at my computer for a while until I pass out from sheer exhaustion.

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[03 Oct 2005|05:33pm]
Stolen from Tatsuha, who apparently thinks I have a small, gray dick.

Thanks.

Leave a comment and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jelly to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (hopefully).
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
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[16 Sep 2005|09:54pm]
Ugh...been cleaning all day...picking stuff up, dropping stuff off, hot, sticky, sweaty smelly...and I bet over half of you are too.

Want to know what I hate? Wearing work gloves and STILL getting splinters through them and into your blisters. I won't be playing the guitar for a few days I don't think...I tried today and one chord sent me into twenty minutes of seering pain.

So, how was everyone else's day?

Suguru, I realize that you're probably JUST as exhausted, if not more than me, but I was wondering if you wanted to hang out for a bit tomorrow? I don't think I'll be able to give you another back rub though without killing my hands more. Still, it would be fun to just go somewhere, maybe lunch?

I'm really trying to pretend it isn't one of my goals to get you to love hanging out with me. XD SOCIAL my friend, let's be SOCIAL. The back up plan is going back to my house to play more DDR, and we both know how well THAT turns out.

If that's okay with Seguchi-san that is. The whole "taking the day off" thing. If I promise to come in bright and early the next day?

Gonna go take a shower. I'm sure all of you want details.

Later.


P.S. K-san! I still have your hairtie if you'd like it back at some point.
Hiro
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[10 Sep 2005|10:19pm]
Ugh...sorry for the MIA status guys. My uncle got really sick and my aunt asked, because I live the closest out of all of our family, that I help take care of him for a little while.

Left a note on the door and changed my message on my answering machine, dunno if anyone got it. Not like anyone calls me. (you all suck, but with love. Lots and lots of sucky love.)

I'm back home, practicing again, and hungry as hell. Came home to find that I left a fridge full of food by itself to grow and reproduce and form its own little leper colony. Really I thought I was only gonna be gone a few days.

I haven't even gathered enough courage to clean it out yet x.x

Hey Tohma, think we could drag a few of the NG interns over for some kind of...uh...extra credit work or something? ^_^' Because, really guys, if I have to clean that thing all by myself I'm REALLY gonna be gone for at least a few more days. Cleaning...retching...cleaning...retching some more...sounds like a jolly weekend...thing.

I need a beer.

Alright, Leave some love. Preferably of the NOT suck variety.
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